The Little Nursery Governess
AsIentertheclubsmoking-roomyouaretoconceiveDavidvanishingintonothingness,andthatitisanydaysixyearsagoattwointheafternoon.Iringforcoffee,cigarette,andcherrybrandy,andtakemychairbythewindow,justastheabsurdlittlenurserygovernesscomestrippingintothestreet.IalwaysfeelthatIhaverungforher.
WhileIamliftingthecoffee-potcautiouslylestthelidfallintothecup,sheiscrossingtothepost-office;asIselecttheonesuitablelumpofsugarsheistakingsixlastlooksattheletter;withtheaidofWilliamIlightmycigarette,andnowsheisre-readingthedeliciousaddress.Iliebackinmychair,andbythistimeshehasdroppedtheletterdowntheslit.Itoywithmyliqueur,andsheislisteningtohearwhetherthepostalauthoritieshavecomeforherletter.Iscowlatafellow-memberwhohashadtheimpudencetoenterthesmoking-room,andhertwolittlechargesarepullingherawayfromthepost-office.WhenIlookoutatthewindowagainsheisgone,butIshallringforherto-morrowattwosharp.
ShemusthavepassedthewindowmanytimesbeforeInoticedher.Iknownotwhereshelives,thoughIsupposeittobehardby.Sheistakingthelittleboyandgirl,whobullyher,totheSt.James’sPark,astheirhoopstellme,andsheoughttolookcrushedandfaded.Nodoubthermistressoverworksher.Itmustenragetheotherservantstoseeherdeportingherselfasifshewerequitethelady.
Inoticedthatshehadsometimesotherletterstopost,butthatthepostingoftheoneonlywasaprocess.