Падение дома Ашеров
Forseveraldaysensuing,hernamewasunmentionedbyeitherUsherormyself;andduringthisperiodIwasbusiedinearnestendeavorstoalleviatethemelancholyofmyfriend. Wepaintedandreadtogether,orIlistened,asifinadream,tothewildimprovisationsofhisspeakingguitar. Andthus,asacloserandstillcloserintimacyadmittedmemoreunreservedlyintotherecessesofhisspirit,themorebitterlydidIperceivethefutilityofallattemptatcheeringamindfromwhichdarkness,asifaninherentpositivequality,pouredforthuponallobjectsofthemoralandphysicaluniverseinoneunceasingradiationofgloom.
IshalleverbearaboutmeamemoryofthemanysolemnhoursIthusspentalonewiththemasteroftheHouseofUsher. YetIshouldfailinanyattempttoconveyanideaoftheexactcharacterofthestudies,oroftheoccupations,inwhichheinvolvedme,orledmetheway. Anexcitedandhighlydistemperedidealitythrewasulphureouslustreoverall. Hislongimproviseddirgeswillringforeverinmyears. Amongotherthings,IholdpainfullyinmindacertainsingularperversionandamplificationofthewildairofthelastwaltzofVonWeber. Fromthepaintingsoverwhichhiselaboratefancybrooded,andwhichgrew,touchbytouch,intovaguenessatwhichIshudderedthemorethrillingly,becauseIshudderedknowingnotwhy—fromthesepaintings(vividastheirimagesnowarebeforeme)Iwouldinvainendeavortoeducemorethanasmallportionwhichshouldliewithinthecompassofmerelywrittenwords.
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