Голод
Part III
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Ibowed;Idaren’tsayanything;Itookoffmyhatandstoodbareheaded.Iwonderifshewillgivemeherhand.
"Whydon’tyouaskmetogobackalittlewaywithyou?"sheasks,inalowvoice,lookingdownatthetoeofhershoe.
"GreatHeavens!"Ireply,besidemyself,"GreatHeavens,ifyouonlywould!"
"Yes;butonlyalittleway."
Andweturnedround.
Iwasfearfullyconfused.IabsolutelydidnotknowifIwereonmyheadormyheels.Thiscreatureupsetallmychainofreasoning;turnedittopsy-turvy.Iwasbewitchedandextraordinarilyhappy.ItseemedtomeasifIwerebeingdraggedenchantinglytodestruction.Shehadexpresslywilledtogoback;itwasn’tmynotion,itwasherowndesire.Iwalkonandlookather,andgetmoreandmorebold.Sheencouragesme,drawsmetoherbyeachwordshespeaks.Iforgetforamomentmypoverty,myhumbleposition,mywholemiserablecondition.Ifeelmybloodcoursemadlythroughmywholebody,asinthedaysbeforeIcavedin,andresolvedtofeelmywaybyalittleruse.
"By-the-way,itwasn’tyouIfollowedthattime,"saidI."Itwasyoursister."
"Wasitmysister?"shequestions,inthehighestdegreeamazed.Shestandsstill,looksupatme,andpositivelywaitsforananswer.Sheputsthequestioninallsoberearnest.
"Yes,"Ireplied."Hum—m,thatistosay,itwastheyoungerofthetwoladieswhowentoninfrontofme.