Голод
Part III
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"Theyoungest,eh?eh?a-a-ha!"shelaughedoutallatonce,loudly,heartily,likeachild."Oh,howslyyouare;youonlysaidthatjusttogetmetoraisemyveil,didn’tyou?Ah,Ithoughtso;butyoumayjustwaittillyouarebluefirst...justforpunishment."
Webegantolaughandjest;wetalkedincessantlyallthetime.IdonotknowwhatIsaid,Iwassohappy.Shetoldmethatshehadseenmeoncebefore,alongtimeago,inthetheatre.Ihadthencomradeswithme,andIbehavedlikeamadman;Imustcertainlyhavebeentipsythattimetoo,more’stheshame.
Whydidshethinkthat?
Oh,Ihadlaughedso.
"Really,a-ahyes;Iusedtolaughalotinthosedays."
"Butnownotanymore?"
"Ohyes;nowtoo.Itisasplendidthingtoexistsometimes."
WereachedCarlJohann.Shesaid:"Nowwewon’tgoanyfarther,"andwereturnedthroughUniversityStreet.WhenwearrivedatthefountainoncemoreIslackenedmypacealittle;IknewthatIcouldnotgoanyfartherwithher.
"Well,nowyoumustturnbackhere,"shesaid,andstopped.
"Yes,IsupposeImust."
ButasecondaftershethoughtImightaswellgoasfarasthedoorwithher.Graciousme,therecouldn’tbeanythingwronginthat,couldthere?
"No,"Ireplied.
Butwhenwewerestandingatthedoorallmymiseryconfrontedmeclearly.