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Chapter 42

           Ifhehaddrawnhertowardshim,shewouldneverhavesurveyedhimneverhavesaid,"Isheworthlivingfor?"butwouldhavefelthimsimplyapartofherownlife.Nowshesaidbitterly,"Itishisfault,notmine."Inthejarofherwholebeing,Pitywasoverthrown.Wasitherfaultthatshehadbelievedinhimhadbelievedinhisworthiness?Andwhat,exactly,washe?Shewasableenoughtoestimatehimshewhowaitedonhisglanceswithtrembling,andshutherbestsoulinprison,payingitonlyhiddenvisits,thatshemightbepettyenoughtopleasehim.Insuchacrisisasthis,somewomenbegintohate.

           ThesunwaslowwhenDorotheawasthinkingthatshewouldnotgodownagain,butwouldsendamessagetoherhusbandsayingthatshewasnotwellandpreferredremainingup-stairs.Shehadneverdeliberatelyallowedherresentmenttogovernherinthiswaybefore,butshebelievednowthatshecouldnotseehimagainwithouttellinghimthetruthaboutherfeeling,andshemustwaittillshecoulddoitwithoutinterruption.Hemightwonderandbehurtathermessage.Itwasgoodthatheshouldwonderandbehurt.Herangersaid,asangerisapttosay,thatGodwaswithherthatallheaven,thoughitwerecrowdedwithspiritswatchingthem,mustbeonherside.Shehaddeterminedtoringherbell,whentherecamearapatthedoor.

           Mr.Casaubonhadsenttosaythathewouldhavehisdinnerinthelibrary.Hewishedtobequitealonethisevening,beingmuchoccupied.

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