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Chapter 5
AtanyrateIdidmybesttodisplaymyappreciationofthegift. Weweresoonseatedtogetherinalittlestonearbour,engagedinconversation,chieflyofsmiles. Thecreature’sfriendlinessaffectedmeexactlyasachild’smighthavedone. Wepassedeachotherflowers,andshekissedmyhands. Ididthesametohers. ThenItriedtalk,andfoundthathernamewasWeena,which,thoughIdon’tknowwhatitmeant,somehowseemedappropriateenough. Thatwasthebeginningofaqueerfriendshipwhichlastedaweek,andended—asIwilltellyou!
‘Shewasexactlylikeachild. Shewantedtobewithmealways. Shetriedtofollowmeeverywhere,andonmynextjourneyoutandaboutitwenttomyhearttotireherdown,andleaveheratlast,exhaustedandcallingaftermeratherplaintively. Buttheproblemsoftheworldhadtobemastered. Ihadnot,Isaidtomyself,comeintothefuturetocarryonaminiatureflirtation. YetherdistresswhenIleftherwasverygreat,herexpostulationsatthepartingweresometimesfrantic,andIthink,altogether,Ihadasmuchtroubleascomfortfromherdevotion. Neverthelessshewas,somehow,averygreatcomfort. Ithoughtitwasmerechildishaffectionthatmadeherclingtome.Untilitwastoolate,IdidnotclearlyknowwhatIhadinflicteduponherwhenIlefther. NoruntilitwastoolatedidIclearlyunderstandwhatshewastome. For,bymerelyseemingfondofme,andshowinginherweak,futilewaythatshecaredforme,thelittledollofacreaturepresentlygavemyreturntotheneighbourhoodoftheWhiteSphinxalmostthefeelingofcominghome; andIwouldwatchforhertinyfigureofwhiteandgoldsosoonasIcameoverthehill.
‘Itwasfromher,too,thatIlearnedthatfearhadnotyetlefttheworld. Shewasfearlessenoughinthedaylight,andshehadtheoddestconfidenceinme; foronce,inafoolishmoment,Imadethreateninggrimacesather,andshesimplylaughedatthem.