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Thedeep,interminablehootofthesteam-whistlehad,initsgrave,vibratingnote,somethingintolerable,whichsentaslightshudderdownMr.VanWyk’sback.Itwastheearlyafternoon;theSofalawasleavingBatuBeruforPangu,thenextplaceofcall.Sheswunginthestream,scantilyattendedbyafewcanoes,and,glidingonthebroadriver,becamelosttoviewfromtheVanWykbungalow.
Itsownerhadnotgonethistimetoseeheroff.Generallyhecamedowntothewharf,exchangedafewwordswiththebridgewhileshecastoff,andwavedhishandtoCaptainWhalleyatthelastmoment.Thisdayhedidnotevengoasfarasthebalustradeoftheveranda.“Hecouldn’tseemeifIdid,”hesaidtohimself.“Iwonderwhetherhecanmakeoutthehouseatall.”Andthisthoughtsomehowmadehimfeelmorealonethanhehadeverfeltforalltheseyears.Whatwasit?sixorseven?Seven.Alongtime.
Hesatontheverandawithaclosedbookonhisknee,and,asitwere,lookedoutuponhissolitude,asifthefactofCaptainWhalley’sblindnesshadopenedhiseyestohisown.Thereweremanysortsofheartachesandtroubles,andtherewasnoplacewheretheycouldnotfindamanout.Andhefeltashamed,asthoughhehadforsixyearsbehavedlikeapeevishboy.
HisthoughtfollowedtheSofalaonherway.Onthespurofthemomenthehadactedimpulsively,turningtothethingmostpressing.Andwhatelsecouldhehavedone?Lateronheshouldsee.Itseemednecessarythatheshouldcomeoutintotheworld,foratimeatleast.