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Chapter XII
Wecameoutupontheriver,butwedidnotknowitforourriver.Wehadbeenlostsolongthatwehadcometoaccepttheconditionofbeinglostashabitual.AsIlookbackIseeclearlyhowourlivesanddestiniesareshapedbythemerestchance.Wedidnotknowitwasourriver—therewasnowayoftelling;andifwehadnevercrosseditwewouldmostprobablyhaveneverreturnedtothehorde;andI,themodern,thethousandcenturiesyettobeborn,wouldneverhavebeenborn.
AndyetLop-EarandIwantedgreatlytoreturn.Wehadexperiencedhomesicknessonourjourney,theyearningforourownkindandland;andoftenhadIhadrecollectionsoftheSwiftOne,theyoungfemalewhomadesoftsounds,whomitwasgoodtobewith,andwholivedbyherselfnobodyknewwhere.Myrecollectionsofherwereaccompaniedbysensationsofhunger,andtheseIfeltwhenIwasnothungryandwhenIhadjusteaten.
Buttocomebacktotheriver.Foodwasplentiful,principallyberriesandsucculentroots,andontheriverbankweplayedandlingeredfordays.AndthentheideacametoLop-Ear.Itwasavisibleprocess,thecomingoftheidea.Isawit.Theexpressioninhiseyesbecameplaintiveandquerulous,andhewasgreatlyperturbed.Thenhiseyeswentmuddy,asifhehadlosthisgripontheinchoatethought.Thiswasfollowedbytheplaintive,querulousexpressionastheideapersistedandheclutcheditanew.Helookedatme,andattheriverandthefarshore.Hetriedtospeak,buthadnosoundswithwhichtoexpresstheidea.Theresultwasagibberishthatmademelaugh.