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Chapter VI
Eventhefiercesthuntinganimalswesobedevilledthattheylearnedtoleaveourplacesalone.Wewerenotfighterslikethem;wewerecunningandcowardly,anditwasbecauseofourcunningandcowardice,andourinordinatecapacityforfear,thatwesurvivedinthatfrightfullyhostileenvironmentoftheYoungerWorld.
Lop-Ear,Ifigure,wasayearolderthanI.Whathispasthistorywashehadnowayoftellingme,butasIneversawanythingofhismotherIbelievedhimtobeanorphan.Afterall,fathersdidnotcountinourhorde.Marriagewasasyetinarudestate,andcoupleshadawayofquarrellingandseparating.Modernman,whatofhisdivorceinstitution,doesthesamethinglegally.Butwehadnolaws.Customwasallwewentby,andourcustominthisparticularmatterwasratherpromiscuous.
Nevertheless,asthisnarrativewillshowlateron,webetrayedglimmeringadumbrationsofthemonogamythatwaslatertogivepowerto,andmakemighty,suchtribesasembracedit.Furthermore,evenatthetimeIwasborn,therewereseveralfaithfulcouplesthatlivedinthetreesintheneighborhoodofmymother.Livinginthethickofthehordedidnotconducetomonogamy.Itwasforthisreason,undoubtedly,thatthefaithfulcoupleswentawayandlivedbythemselves.Throughmanyyearsthesecouplesstayedtogether,thoughwhenthemanorwomandiedorwaseatenthesurvivorinvariablyfoundanewmate.
Therewasonethingthatgreatlypuzzledmeduringthefirstdaysofmyresidenceinthehorde.Therewasanamelessandincommunicablefearthatresteduponall.