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Hespentthewholenightthere.Someofthetimehepassedinalightsleep,althoughhefrequentlywokefromitinalarmbecauseofhishunger,andsomeofthetimewasspentinworriesandvaguehopeswhich,however,alwaysledtothesameconclusion:forthetimebeinghemustremaincalm,hemustshowpatienceandthegreatestconsiderationsothathisfamilycouldbeartheunpleasantnessthathe,inhispresentcondition,wasforcedtoimposeonthem.
Gregorsoonhadtheopportunitytotestthestrengthofhisdecisions,asearlythenextmorning,almostbeforethenighthadended,hissister,nearlyfullydressed,openedthedoorfromthefrontroomandlookedanxiouslyin.Shedidnotseehimstraightaway,butwhenshedidnoticehimunderthecouch—hehadtobesomewhere,forGod’ssake,hecouldn’thaveflownaway—shewassoshockedthatshelostcontrolofherselfandslammedthedoorshutagainfromoutside.Butsheseemedtoregretherbehaviour,assheopenedthedooragainstraightawayandcameinontip-toeasifenteringtheroomofsomeoneseriouslyillorevenofastranger.Gregorhadpushedhisheadforward,righttotheedgeofthecouch,andwatchedher.Wouldshenoticethathehadleftthemilkasitwas,realisethatitwasnotfromanylackofhungerandbringhiminsomeotherfoodthatwasmoresuitable?Ifshedidn’tdoitherselfhewouldrathergohungrythandrawherattentiontoit,althoughhedidfeelaterribleurgetorushforwardfromunderthecouch,throwhimselfathissister’sfeetandbegherforsomethinggoodtoeat.