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Amory, Son of Beatrice

           Hehadrealizedthathisbestinterestswereboundupwiththoseofacertainvariant,changingperson,whoselabel,inorderthathispastmightalwaysbeidentifiedwithhim,wasAmoryBlaine.Amorymarkedhimselfafortunateyouth,capableofinfiniteexpansionforgoodorevil.Hedidnotconsiderhimselfa"strongchar’c’ter,"butreliedonhisfacility(learnthingssortaquick)andhissuperiormentality(readalottadeepbooks).Hewasproudofthefactthathecouldneverbecomeamechanicalorscientificgenius.Fromnootherheightswashedebarred.

           Physically.Amorythoughtthathewasexceedinglyhandsome.Hewas.Hefanciedhimselfanathleteofpossibilitiesandasuppledancer.

           Socially.Herehisconditionwas,perhaps,mostdangerous.Hegrantedhimselfpersonality,charm,magnetism,poise,thepowerofdominatingallcontemporarymales,thegiftoffascinatingallwomen.

           Mentally.Complete,unquestionedsuperiority.

           Nowaconfessionwillhavetobemade.AmoryhadratheraPuritanconscience.Notthatheyieldedtoitlaterinlifehealmostcompletelyslewitbutatfifteenitmadehimconsiderhimselfagreatdealworsethanotherboys...unscrupulousness...thedesiretoinfluencepeopleinalmosteveryway,evenforevil...acertaincoldnessandlackofaffection,amountingsometimestocruelty...ashiftingsenseofhonor...anunholyselfishness...apuzzled,furtiveinterestineverythingconcerningsex.

           Therewas,also,acuriousstrainofweaknessrunningcrosswisethroughhismake-up...

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