Chapter 6
Itmayseemoddtoyou,butitwastwodaysbeforeIcouldfollowupthenew-foundclueinwhatwasmanifestlytheproperway. Ifeltapeculiarshrinkingfromthosepallidbodies. Theywerejustthehalf-bleachedcolourofthewormsandthingsoneseespreservedinspiritinazoologicalmuseum. Andtheywerefilthilycoldtothetouch. ProbablymyshrinkingwaslargelyduetothesympatheticinfluenceoftheEloi,whosedisgustoftheMorlocksInowbegantoappreciate.
‘ThenextnightIdidnotsleepwell. Probablymyhealthwasalittledisordered. Iwasoppressedwithperplexityanddoubt. OnceortwiceIhadafeelingofintensefearforwhichIcouldperceivenodefinitereason. Iremembercreepingnoiselesslyintothegreathallwherethelittlepeopleweresleepinginthemoonlight—thatnightWeenawasamongthem—andfeelingreassuredbytheirpresence. Itoccurredtomeeventhen,thatinthecourseofafewdaysthemoonmustpassthroughitslastquarter,andthenightsgrowdark,whentheappearancesoftheseunpleasantcreaturesfrombelow,thesewhitenedLemurs,thisnewverminthathadreplacedtheold,mightbemoreabundant. AndonboththesedaysIhadtherestlessfeelingofonewhoshirksaninevitableduty. IfeltassuredthattheTimeMachinewasonlytoberecoveredbyboldlypenetratingtheseundergroundmysteries. YetIcouldnotfacethemystery. IfonlyIhadhadacompanionitwouldhavebeendifferent. ButIwassohorriblyalone,andeventoclamberdownintothedarknessofthewellappalledme. Idon’tknowifyouwillunderstandmyfeeling,butIneverfeltquitesafeatmyback.
‘Itwasthisrestlessness,thisinsecurity,perhaps,thatdrovemefurtherandfurtherafieldinmyexploringexpeditions.