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Amory, Son of Beatrice
ButforthenextfouryearsthebestofAmory’sintellectwasconcentratedonmattersofpopularity,theintricaciesofauniversitysocialsystemandAmericanSocietyasrepresentedbyBiltmoreTeasandHotSpringsgolf-links.
...Inall,awonderfulweek,thatsawAmory’smindturnedinsideout,ahundredofhistheoriesconfirmed,andhisjoyoflifecrystallizedtoathousandambitions.Notthattheconversationwasscholastic—heavenforbid!AmoryhadonlythevaguestideaastowhatBernardShawwas—butMonsignormadequiteasmuchoutof"TheBelovedVagabond"and"SirNigel,"takinggoodcarethatAmoryneveroncefeltoutofhisdepth.
ButthetrumpetsweresoundingforAmory’spreliminaryskirmishwithhisowngeneration.
"You’renotsorrytogo,ofcourse.Withpeoplelikeusourhomeiswherewearenot,"saidMonsignor.
"Iamsorry—"
"No,you’renot.Noonepersonintheworldisnecessarytoyouortome."
"Well—"
"Good-by."
THEEGOTISTDOWN
Amory’stwoyearsatSt.Regis’,thoughinturnpainfulandtriumphant,hadaslittlerealsignificanceinhisownlifeastheAmerican"prep"school,crushedasitisundertheheeloftheuniversities,hastoAmericanlifeingeneral.WehavenoEtontocreatetheself-consciousnessofagoverningclass;wehave,instead,clean,flaccidandinnocuouspreparatoryschools.
Hewentallwrongatthestart,wasgenerallyconsideredbothconceitedandarrogant,anduniversallydetested.