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Narcissus Off Duty
"Well,Ican’tjudge.Aman,ofcourse,hastogothroughalotmore,andI’vebeensheltered."
"Oh,don’tstall,please,Clara,"Amoryinterrupted;"butdotalkaboutmealittle,won’tyou?"
"Surely,I’dadoreto."Shedidn’tsmile.
"That’ssweetofyou.Firstanswersomequestions.AmIpainfullyconceited?"
"Well—no,youhavetremendousvanity,butit’llamusethepeoplewhonoticeitspreponderance."
"Isee."
"You’rereallyhumbleatheart.Yousinktothethirdhellofdepressionwhenyouthinkyou’vebeenslighted.Infact,youhaven’tmuchself-respect."
"Centreoftargettwice,Clara.Howdoyoudoit?Youneverletmesayaword."
"Ofcoursenot—Icanneverjudgeamanwhilehe’stalking.ButI’mnotthrough;thereasonyouhavesolittlerealself-confidence,eventhoughyougravelyannouncetotheoccasionalphilistinethatyouthinkyou’reagenius,isthatyou’veattributedallsortsofatrociousfaultstoyourselfandaretryingtoliveuptothem.Forinstance,you’realwayssayingthatyouareaslavetohigh-balls."
"ButIam,potentially."
"Andyousayyou’reaweakcharacter,thatyou’venowill."
"Notabitofwill—I’maslavetomyemotions,tomylikes,tomyhatredofboredom,tomostofmydesires—"
"Youarenot!"Shebroughtonelittlefistdownontotheother."You’reaslave,aboundhelplessslavetoonethingintheworld,yourimagination."
"Youcertainlyinterestme.Ifthisisn’tboringyou,goon."