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The Egotist Considers
Your
last,thatdissertationonarchitecture,wasperfectlyawful—
so"highbrow"thatIpictureyoulivinginanintellectualand
emotionalvacuum;andbewareoftryingtoclassifypeopletoo
definitelyintotypes;youwillfindthatallthroughtheiryouth
theywillpersistannoyinglyinjumpingfromclasstoclass,and
bypastingasuperciliouslabeloneveryoneyoumeetyouare
merelypackingaJack-in-the-boxthatwillspringupandleerat
youwhenyoubegintocomeintoreallyantagonisticcontactwith
theworld.AnidealizationofsomesuchamanasLeonardoda
Vinciwouldbeamorevaluablebeacontoyouatpresent.
Youareboundtogoupanddown,justasIdidinmyyouth,but
dokeepyourclarityofmind,andiffoolsorsagesdareto
criticisedon’tblameyourselftoomuch.
Yousaythatconventionisallthatreallykeepsyoustraightin
this"womanproposition";butit’smorethanthat,Amory;it’s
thefearthatwhatyoubeginyoucan’tstop;youwouldrunamuck,
andIknowwhereofIspeak;it’sthathalf-miraculoussixthsense
bywhichyoudetectevil,it’sthehalf-realizedfearofGodin
yourheart.
Whateveryourmetierprovestobe—religion,architecture,
literature—I’msureyouwouldbemuchsaferanchoredtothe
Church,butIwon’triskmyinfluencebyarguingwithyoueven
thoughIamsecretlysurethatthe"blackchasmofRomanism"
yawnsbeneathyou.Dowritemesoon.
Withaffectionateregards,THAYERDARCY.