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Chapter 4
Perhapsthatfirsthastyconfessionwrungfromhimbythefearofhellhadnotbeengood?Perhaps,concernedonlyforhisimminentdoom,hehadnothadsinceresorrowforhissin?Butthesurestsignthathisconfessionhadbeengoodandthathehadhadsinceresorrowforhissinwas,heknew,theamendmentofhislife.
—Ihaveamendedmylife,haveInot?heaskedhimself
Thedirectorstoodintheembrasureofthewindow,hisbacktothelight,leaninganelbowonthebrowncrossblind,and,ashespokeandsmiled,slowlydanglingandloopingthecordoftheotherblind,Stephenstoodbeforehim,followingforamomentwithhiseyesthewaningofthelongsummerdaylightabovetheroofsortheslowdeftmovementsofthepriestlyfingers.Thepriest’sfacewasintotalshadow,butthewaningdaylightfrombehindhimtouchedthedeeplygroovedtemplesandthecurvesoftheskull.
Stephenfollowedalsowithhisearstheaccentsandintervalsofthepriest’svoiceashespokegravelyandcordiallyofindifferentthemes,thevacationwhichhadjustended,thecollegesoftheorderabroad,thetransferenceofmasters.ThegraveandcordialvoicewentoneasilywithitstaleandinthepausesStephenfeltboundtosetitonagainwithrespectfulquestions.Heknewthatthetalewasapreludeandhismindwaitedforthesequel.