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Chapter 17
Atsuchmomentsshewouldhavefullpossessionofobservationandmemory.Shewouldknowandrememberallthatwasgoingon,andhadgoneonaroundher;buthercomingbacktoheroldselfhadtomesomethingthesensationofanewpersoncomingintotheroom.UptothetimeofleavingLondonIhadbeencontentwhenevershewaspresent.Ihadovermethatdelicioussenseofsecuritywhichcomeswiththeconsciousnessthatloveismutual.Butnowdoubthadtakenitsplace.IneverknewwhetherthepersonalitypresentwasmyMargaret—theoldMargaretwhomIhadlovedatthefirstglance—ortheothernewMargaret,whomIhardlyunderstood,andwhoseintellectualaloofnessmadeanimpalpablebarrierbetweenus.Sometimesshewouldbecome,asitwere,awakeallatonce.Atsuchtimes,thoughshewouldsaytomesweetandpleasantthingswhichshehadoftensaidbefore,shewouldseemmostunlikeherself.Itwasalmostasifshewasspeakingparrot-likeoratdictationofonewhocouldreadwordsoracts,butnotthoughts.Afteroneortwoexperiencesofthiskind,myowndoubtingbegantomakeabarrier;forIcouldnotspeakwiththeeaseandfreedomwhichwereusualtome.Andsohourbyhourwedriftedapart.WereitnotforthefewoddmomentswhentheoldMargaretwasbackwithmefullofhercharmIdonotknowwhatwouldhavehappened.Asitwas,eachsuchmomentgavemeafreshstartandkeptmylovefromchanging.
Iwouldhavegiventheworldforaconfidant;butthiswasimpossible.