Грозовий перевал
Chapter 24
Butitwassomiserablegoingtobedandgettingup,andneverhearinganythingabouthim,thatmyresolutionmeltedintoairbeforeitwasproperlyformed.Ithadappearedwrongtotakethejourneyonce;nowitseemedwrongtorefrain.MichaelcametoaskifhemustsaddleMinny;Isaid‘Yes,’andconsideredmyselfdoingadutyassheboremeoverthehills.Iwasforcedtopassthefrontwindowstogettothecourt:itwasnousetryingtoconcealmypresence.
"’Youngmasterisinthehouse,’saidZillah,asshesawmemakingfortheparlour.Iwentin;Earnshawwastherealso,buthequittedtheroomdirectly.Lintonsatinthegreatarm-chairhalfasleep;walkinguptothefire,Ibeganinaserioustone,partlymeaningittobetrue:
"’Asyoudon’tlikeme,Linton,andasyouthinkIcomeonpurposetohurtyou,andpretendthatIdosoeverytime,thisisourlastmeeting:letussaygood-bye;andtellMr.Heathcliffthatyouhavenowishtoseeme,andthathemustn’tinventanymorefalsehoodsonthesubject.’
"’Sitdownandtakeyourhatoff,Catherine,’heanswered.‘YouaresomuchhappierthanIam,yououghttobebetter.Papatalksenoughofmydefects,andshowsenoughscornofme,tomakeitnaturalIshoulddoubtmyself.IdoubtwhetherIamnotaltogetherasworthlessashecallsmefrequently;andthenIfeelsocrossandbitter,Ihateeverybody!Iamworthless,andbadintemper,andbadinspirit,almostalways;and,ifyouchoose,youmaysaygood-bye:you’llgetridofanannoyance.
