Коханець леді Чаттерлей
Chapter 5
Butoncehehadstartedher,itseemedonlynaturalforhertocometoherowncrisiswithhim.Almostshehadlovedhimforit...almostthatnightshelovedhim,andwantedtomarryhim.
Perhapsinstinctivelyheknewit,andthatwaswhyhehadtobringdownthewholeshowwithasmash;thehouseofcards.Herwholesexualfeelingforhim,orforanyman,collapsedthatnight.Herlifefellapartfromhisascompletelyasifhehadneverexisted.
Andshewentthroughthedaysdrearily.TherewasnothingnowbutthisemptytreadmillofwhatCliffordcalledtheintegratedlife,thelonglivingtogetheroftwopeople,whoareinthehabitofbeinginthesamehousewithoneanother.
Nothingness!Toacceptthegreatnothingnessoflifeseemedtobetheoneendofliving.Allthemanybusyandimportantlittlethingsthatmakeupthegrandsum-totalofnothingness!
