Дванадцять років рабства
Chapter 5
Iwasthentoassumetheunaccustomedplaceofpilot,and,steeringnorthward,wetrustedthatsomeluckywindmightbearustothesoiloffreedom.
Themate’snamewasBiddee,thecaptain’sIcannotnowrecall,thoughIrarelyeverforgetanameonceheard. Thecaptainwasasmall,genteelman,erectandprompt,withaproudbearing,andlookedthepersonificationofcourage. Ifheisstillliving,andthesepagesshouldchancetomeethiseye,hewilllearnafactconnectedwiththevoyageofthebrig,fromRichmondtoNew-Orleans,in1841,notenteredonhislog-book.
Wewereallprepared,andimpatientlywaitinganopportunityofputtingourdesignsintoexecution,whentheywerefrustratedbyasadandunforeseenevent. Robertwastakenill. Itwassoonannouncedthathehadthesmall-pox. Hecontinuedtogrowworse,andfourdaysprevioustoourarrivalinNew-Orleanshedied. Oneofthesailorssewedhiminhisblanket,withalargestonefromtheballastathisfeet,andthenlayinghimonahatchway,andelevatingitwithtacklesabovetherailing,theinanimatebodyofpoorRobertwasconsignedtothewhitewatersofthegulf.
Wewereallpanic-strickenbytheappearanceofthesmall-pox. Thecaptainorderedlimetobescatteredthroughthehold,andotherprudentprecautionstobetaken. ThedeathofRobert,however,andthepresenceofthemalady,oppressedmesadly,andIgazedoutoverthegreatwasteofwaterswithaspiritthatwasindeeddisconsolate.