Дванадцять років рабства
Chapter 19
Itwouldhavebeenanactoffollytohaveproclaimedmyrighttofreedom;itwouldonlyhavesubjectedmetosevererscrutiny—probablyhaveconsignedmetosomemoredistantandinaccessibleregionthanevenBayouBœuf. EdwinEppswasapersonutterlyregardlessofablackman’srightsorwrongs—utterlydestituteofanynaturalsenseofjustice,asIwellknew. Itwasimportant,therefore,notonlyasregardedmyhopeofdeliverance,butalsoasregardedthefewpersonalprivilegesIwaspermittedtoenjoy,tokeepfromhimthehistoryofmylife.
TheSaturdaynightsubsequenttoourinterviewatthewater’sedge,BasswenthometoMarksville. Thenextday,beingSunday,heemployedhimselfinhisownroomwritingletters. OnehedirectedtotheCollectorofCustomsatNew-York,anothertoJudgeMarvin,andanothertoMessrs.ParkerandPerryjointly. Thelatterwastheonewhichledtomyrecovery. Hesubscribedmytruename,butinthepostscriptintimatedIwasnotthewriter. Theletteritselfshowsthatheconsideredhimselfengagedinadangerousundertaking—nolessthanrunning"theriskofhislife,ifdetected." Ididnotseetheletterbeforeitwasmailed,buthavesinceobtainedacopy,whichishereinserted:
"BayouBœuf,August15,1852.
"Mr.WilliamPerryorMr.CephasParker:
"Gentlemen—IthavingbeenalongtimesinceIhaveseenorheardfromyou,andnotknowingthatyouareliving,itiswithuncertaintythatIwritetoyou,butthenecessityofthecasemustbemyexcuse.