Дванадцять років рабства
Chapter 17
Suchanideaasinsurrection,however,isnotnewamongtheenslavedpopulationofBayouBœuf. MorethanonceIhavejoinedinseriousconsultation,whenthesubjecthasbeendiscussed,andtherehavebeentimeswhenawordfrommewouldhaveplacedhundredsofmyfellow-bondsmeninanattitudeofdefiance. Withoutarmsorammunition,orevenwiththem,Isawsuchastepwouldresultincertaindefeat,disasteranddeath,andalwaysraisedmyvoiceagainstit.
DuringtheMexicanwarIwellremembertheextravaganthopesthatwereexcited. Thenewsofvictoryfilledthegreathousewithrejoicing,butproducedonlysorrowanddisappointmentinthecabin. Inmyopinion—andIhavehadopportunitytoknowsomethingofthefeelingofwhichIspeak—therearenotfiftyslavesontheshoresofBayouBœuf,butwouldhailwithunmeasureddelighttheapproachofaninvadingarmy.
Theyaredeceivedwhoflatterthemselvesthattheignorantanddebasedslavehasnoconceptionofthemagnitudeofhiswrongs. Theyaredeceivedwhoimaginethathearisesfromhisknees,withbacklaceratedandbleeding,cherishingonlyaspiritofmeeknessandforgiveness. Adaymaycome—itwillcome,ifhisprayerisheard—aterribledayofvengeance,whenthemasterinhisturnwillcryinvainformercy.