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Chapter 6
And,afterall,hedidnotknowme!Justthinkofit—tenwholeyearsaway;theyearsIwasgrowingupintoaman.Hecouldnotknowme.Doyouthinkhecould?”
Mrs.Gouldshookherheadnegatively;whichwasjustwhatherhusbandhadexpectedfromthestrengthoftheargument.ButsheshookherheadnegativelyonlybecauseshethoughtthatnoonecouldknowherCharles—reallyknowhimforwhathewasbutherself.Thethingwasobvious.Itcouldbefelt.Itrequirednoargument.AndpoorMr.Gould,senior,whohaddiedtoosoontoeverhearoftheirengagement,remainedtooshadowyafigureforhertobecreditedwithknowledgeofanysortwhatever.
“No,hedidnotunderstand.Inmyviewthisminecouldneverhavebeenathingtosell.Never!AfterallhismiseryIsimplycouldnothavetoucheditformoneyalone,”CharlesGouldpursued:andshepressedherheadtohisshoulderapprovingly.
Thesetwoyoungpeoplerememberedthelifewhichhadendedwretchedlyjustwhentheirownliveshadcometogetherinthatsplendourofhopefullove,whichtothemostsensiblemindsappearslikeatriumphofgoodoveralltheevilsoftheearth.Avagueideaofrehabilitationhadenteredtheplanoftheirlife.Thatitwassovagueastoeludethesupportofargumentmadeitonlythestronger.Ithadpresenteditselftothemattheinstantwhenthewoman’sinstinctofdevotionandtheman’sinstinctofactivityreceivefromthestrongestofillusionstheirmostpowerfulimpulse.