Спрут: Калифорнийская история
Chapter V
Thethingwasafailure,andatonceherealisedthatnothinghadbeenfurtherfromHilma’smindthantheideaofhiskissingher.
Shestartedbackfromhimabruptly,herhandsnervouslyclaspedagainstherbreast,drawinginherbreathsharplyandholdingitwithalittle,tremulouscatchofthethroatthatsentaquiveringvibrationthelengthofhersmooth,whiteneck.Hereyesopenedwidewithachildlikelook,moreofastonishmentthananger.Shewassurprised,outofallmeasure,discountenanced,takenallaback,andwhenshefoundherbreath,gavevoicetoagreat“Oh”ofdismayanddistress.
Foraninstant,Annixterstoodawkwardlyinhisplace,ridiculous,clumsy,murmuringoverandoveragain:
“Well—well—that’sallright—who’sgoingtohurtyou?Youneedn’tbeafraid—who’sgoingtohurtyou—that’sallright.”
Then,suddenly,withaquick,indefinitegestureofonearm,heexclaimed:
“Good-bye,I—I’msorry.”
Heturnedaway,stridingupthestairs,crossingthedairy-room,andregainedtheopenair,ragingandfurious.Heturnedtowardthebarns,clappinghishatuponhishead,mutteringthewhileunderhisbreath:
“Oh,yougoat!YoubeastlyfoolPIP.GoodLORD,whatanassyou’vemadeofyourselfnow!”
SuddenlyheresolvedtoputHilmaTreeoutofhisthoughts.Thematterwasinterferingwithhiswork.Thiskindofthingwassurenotearninganymoney.Heshookhimselfasthoughfreeinghisshouldersofanirksomeburden,andturnedhisentireattentiontotheworknearestathand.