Отель с привидениями
Chapter IV
Iwasthinkingofmyselfandmytroubleinquiteadifferentway,whenyoucamein.Iwaswonderingwhetheranythingwhichhassoentirelyfilledmyheart,andsoabsorbedallthatisbestandtruestinme,asmyfeelingforyourbrother,canreallypassawayasifithadneverexisted.Ihavedestroyedthelastvisiblethingsthatremindmeofhim.InthisworldIshallseehimnomore.Butisthetiethatonceboundus,completelybroken?AmIasentirelypartedfromthegoodandevilfortuneofhislifeasifwehadnevermetandneverloved?Whatdoyouthink,Henry?Icanhardlybelieveit.’
’Ifyoucouldbringtheretributiononhimthathehasdeserved,’HenryWestwickansweredsternly,’Imightbeinclinedtoagreewithyou.’
Asthatreplypassedhislips,theoldnurseappearedagainatthedoor,announcinganothervisitor.
’I’msorrytodisturbyou,mydear.ButhereislittleMrs.Ferrariwantingtoknowwhenshemaysayafewwordstoyou.’
AgnesturnedtoHenry,beforeshereplied.’YourememberEmilyBidwell,myfavouritepupilyearsagoatthevillageschool,andafterwardsmymaid?Sheleftme,tomarryanItaliancourier,namedFerrari—andIamafraidithasnotturnedoutverywell.Doyoumindmyhavingherinhereforaminuteortwo?’
Henryrosetotakehisleave.’IshouldbegladtoseeEmilyagainatanyothertime,’hesaid.’ButitisbestthatIshouldgonow.Mymindisdisturbed,Agnes;Imightsaythingstoyou,ifIstayedhereanylonger,which—whicharebetternotsaidnow.