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Butshehadnomeansoffindingoutwhethersomeactofhostilityonhisparthadmadetheyoungmanstayaway,orwhetherhesimplywishedtoavoidseeingheragainaftertheirdrivebackfromthebrownhouse.Sheatehersupperwithastudiedshowofindifference,butsheknewthatMr.Royallwaswatchingherandthatheragitationdidnotescapehim.
Aftersuppershewentuptoherroom.SheheardMr.Royallcrossthepassage,andpresentlythesoundsbelowherwindowshowedthathehadreturnedtotheporch.Sheseatedherselfonherbedandbegantostruggleagainstthedesiretogodownandaskhimwhathadhappened.“I’dratherdiethandoit,”shemutteredtoherself.Withawordhecouldhaverelievedheruncertainty:butneverwouldshegratifyhimbysayingit.
Sheroseandleanedoutofthewindow.Thetwilighthaddeepenedintonight,andshewatchedthefrailcurveoftheyoungmoondroppingtotheedgeofthehills.Throughthedarknessshesawoneortwofiguresmovingdowntheroad;buttheeveningwastoocoldforloitering,andpresentlythestrollersdisappeared.Lampswerebeginningtoshowhereandthereinthewindows.AbaroflightbroughtoutthewhitenessofaclumpofliliesintheHawes’syard:andfartherdownthestreetCarrickFry’sRochesterlampcastitsboldilluminationontherusticflower-tubinthemiddleofhisgrass-plot.
Foralongtimeshecontinuedtoleaninthewindow.Butafeverofunrestconsumedher,andfinallyshewentdownstairs,tookherhatfromitshook,andswungoutofthehouse.Mr.