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Chapter V. The Dead World
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Challenger’sgreateyebrowsweredrawndowninconcentratedthought,whilehishuge,hairypawclosedupontheoutstretchedhandofhiswife.Ihadobservedthatshealwaysheldoutherarmstohimintroubleasachildwouldtoitsmother.
"Withoutbeingafatalisttothepointofnonresistance,"saidhe,"Ihavealwaysfoundthatthehighestwisdomliesinanacquiescencewiththeactual."Hespokeslowly,andtherewasavibrationoffeelinginhissonorousvoice.
"Idonotacquiesce,"saidSummerleefirmly.
"Idon’tseethatitmattersarowofpinswhetheryouacquiesceorwhetheryoudon’t,"remarkedLordJohn."You’vegottotakeit,whetheryoutakeitfightin’ortakeitlyin’down,sowhat’stheoddswhetheryouacquiesceornot?
"Ican’trememberthatanyoneaskedourpermissionbeforethethingbegan,andnobody’slikelytoaskitnow.Sowhatdifferencecanitmakewhatwemaythinkofit?"
"Itisjustallthedifferencebetweenhappinessandmisery,"saidChallengerwithanabstractedface,stillpattinghiswife’shand."Youcanswimwiththetideandhavepeaceinmindandsoul,oryoucanthrustagainstitandbebruisedandweary.Thisbusinessisbeyondus,soletusacceptitasitstandsandsaynomore."
"Butwhatintheworldarewetodowithourlives?"Iasked,appealingindesperationtotheblue,emptyheaven.
"WhatamItodo,forexample?Therearenonewspapers,sothere’sanendofmyvocation."
"Andthere’snothin’lefttoshoot,andnomoresoldierin’,sothere’sanendofmine,"saidLordJohn.