Chapter 18
Alanwasthefirsttocomeround.Herose,wenttotheborderofthewood,peeredoutalittle,andthenreturnedandsatdown.
“Well,”saidhe,“yonwasahotburst,David.”
Isaidnothing,norsomuchasliftedmyface.Ihadseenmurderdone,andagreat,ruddy,jovialgentlemanstruckoutoflifeinamoment;thepityofthatsightwasstillsorewithinme,andyetthatwasbutapartofmyconcern.HerewasmurderdoneuponthemanAlanhated;herewasAlanskulkinginthetreesandrunningfromthetroops;andwhetherhiswasthehandthatfiredoronlytheheadthatordered,signifiedbutlittle.Bymywayofit,myonlyfriendinthatwildcountrywasblood-guiltyinthefirstdegree;Iheldhiminhorror;Icouldnotlookuponhisface;Iwouldhaveratherlainaloneintherainonmycoldisle,thaninthatwarmwoodbesideamurderer.
“Areyestillwearied?”heaskedagain.
“No,”saidI,stillwithmyfaceinthebracken;“no,Iamnotweariednow,andIcanspeak.Youandmemusttwine,”Isaid.“Ilikedyouverywell,Alan,butyourwaysarenotmine,andthey’renotGod’s:andtheshortandthelongofitisjustthatwemusttwine.”
“Iwillhardlytwinefromye,David,withoutsomekindofreasonforthesame,”saidAlan,mightygravely.“Ifyekenanythingagainstmyreputation,it’stheleastthingthatyeshoulddo,foroldacquaintance’sake,toletmehearthenameofit;andifyehaveonlytakenadistastetomysociety,itwillbeproperformetojudgeifI’minsulted.