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Sheowedhimwords:“sentimental,”“civilised”;theystartedupeverydayofherlifeasifheguardedher.Abookwassentimental;anattitudetolifesentimental.“Sentimental,”perhapsshewastobethinkingofthepast.Whatwouldhethink,shewondered,whenhecameback?
Thatshehadgrownolder?Wouldhesaythat,orwouldsheseehimthinkingwhenhecameback,thatshehadgrownolder?Itwastrue.Sinceherillnessshehadturnedalmostwhite.
Layingherbroochonthetable,shehadasuddenspasm,asif,whileshemused,theicyclawshadhadthechancetofixinher.Shewasnotoldyet.Shehadjustbrokenintoherfifty-secondyear.Monthsandmonthsofitwerestilluntouched.June,July,August!Eachstillremainedalmostwhole,and,asiftocatchthefallingdrop,Clarissa(crossingtothedressing-table)plungedintotheveryheartofthemoment,transfixedit,there—themomentofthisJunemorningonwhichwasthepressureofalltheothermornings,seeingtheglass,thedressing-table,andallthebottlesafresh,collectingthewholeofheratonepoint(asshelookedintotheglass),seeingthedelicatepinkfaceofthewomanwhowasthatverynighttogiveaparty;ofClarissaDalloway;ofherself.
Howmanymilliontimesshehadseenherface,andalwayswiththesameimperceptiblecontraction!Shepursedherlipswhenshelookedintheglass.Itwastogiveherfacepoint.Thatwasherself—pointed;dartlike;definite.
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