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Hilbery,”saidPeter;butwhowasthat?thatladystandingbythecurtainalltheevening,withoutspeaking?Heknewherface;connectedherwithBourton.Surelysheusedtocutupunderclothesatthelargetableinthewindow?Davidson,wasthathername?
“Oh,thatisEllieHenderson,”saidSally.Clarissawasreallyveryhardonher.Shewasacousin,verypoor.ClarissaWAShardonpeople.
Shewasrather,saidPeter.Yet,saidSally,inheremotionalway,witharushofthatenthusiasmwhichPeterusedtoloveherfor,yetdreadedalittlenow,soeffusiveshemightbecome—howgeneroustoherfriendsClarissawas!andwhatararequalityonefoundit,andhowsometimesatnightoronChristmasDay,whenshecountedupherblessings,sheputthatfriendshipfirst.Theywereyoung;thatwasit.Clarissawaspure-hearted;thatwasit.Peterwouldthinkhersentimental.Soshewas.Forshehadcometofeelthatitwastheonlythingworthsaying—whatonefelt.Clevernesswassilly.Onemustsaysimplywhatonefelt.
“ButIdonotknow,”saidPeterWalsh,“whatIfeel.”
PoorPeter,thoughtSally.WhydidnotClarissacomeandtalktothem?Thatwaswhathewaslongingfor.Sheknewit.AllthetimehewasthinkingonlyofClarissa,andwasfidgetingwithhisknife.
Hehadnotfoundlifesimple,Petersaid.HisrelationswithClarissahadnotbeensimple.Ithadspoilthislife,hesaid.
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