Голод
Part II
Myfirstfeelingwasofstupidamazementatfindingmyselfintheopenair;butthiswasquicklyreplacedbyabitterdespondency,Iwasnearcryingwithsorrowatbeingstillalive.IthadrainedwhilstIslept,andmyclothesweresoakedthroughandthrough,andIfeltadampcoldinmylimbs.
Thedarknesswasdenser;itwaswithdifficultythatIcoulddistinguishthepoliceman’sfaceinfrontofme.
"So,that’sright,"hesaid;"getupnow."
Igotupatonce;ifhehadcommandedmetoliedownagainIwouldhaveobeyedtoo.Iwasfearfullydejected,andutterlywithoutstrength;addedtothat,Iwasalmostinstantlyawareofthepangsofhungeragain.
"Holdonthere!"thepolicemanshoutedafterme;"why,you’rewalkingoffwithoutyourhat,youJuggins!So—hthere;now,goon."
"Iindeedthoughttherewassomething—somethingIhadforgotten,"Istammered,absently."Thanks,good-night!"andIstumbledaway.
Ifoneonlyhadalittlebreadtoeat;oneofthosedeliciouslittlebrownloavesthatonecouldbiteintoasonewalkedalongthestreet;andasIwentonIthoughtovertheparticularsortofbrownbreadthatwouldbesounspeakablygoodtomunch.Iwasbitterlyhungry;wishedmyselfdeadandburied;Igotmaudlin,andwept.
Thereneverwasanyendtomymisery.SuddenlyIstoppedinthestreet,stampedonthepavement,andcursedloudly.