Голод
Part III
Itookupmyplaceatthefountainanddrewbreath.IstoodtherealongwhileandgazedupatthewindowofNo.2,butshedidnotcome.Well,Iwouldwait;Iwasinnohurry.Shemightbedelayed,andIwaitedon.Itcouldn’twellbethatIhaddreamtthewholething!HadmyfirstmeetingwithheronlyexistedinimaginationthenightIlayindelirium?Ibeganinperplexitytothinkoverit,andwasn’tatallsure.
"Hem!"camefrombehindme.Iheardthis,andIalsoheardlightstepsnearme,butIdidnotturnround,Ionlystaredupatthewidestaircasebeforeme.
"Good-evening,"camethen.Iforgettosmile;Idon’teventakeoffmyhatatfirst,Iamsotakenabacktoseehercomethisway.
"Haveyoubeenwaitinglong?"sheasks.Sheisbreathingalittlequicklyafterherwalk.
"No,notatall;Ionlycamealittlewhileago,"Ireply."Andbesides,woulditmatterifIhadwaitedlong?Iexpected,by-the-way,thatyouwouldcomefromanotherdirection."
"Iaccompaniedmammatosomepeople.Mammaisspendingtheeveningwiththem."
"Oh,indeed,"Isay.
Wehadbeguntowalkoninvoluntarily.Apolicemanisstandingatthecorner,lookingatus.
"But,afterall,wherearewegoingto?"sheasks,andstops.
"Whereveryouwish;onlywhereyouwish."
"Ugh,yes!butit’ssuchaboretohavetodecideoneself."
Apause.