Голод
Part III
"Hurryup,"hesays,lookingathiswatch."Ihavebeenwaitingforthetrain;Ihearitcomingnow."
Itookthemoney;Iwasdumbwithjoy,andneversaidaword;Ididn’teventhankhimonce.
"Itisn’tworthwhilefeelingputoutaboutit,"saidthe"Commandor"atlast."Iknowyoucanwriteforit."
Andsooffhewent.
Whenhehadgoneafewsteps,IrememberedallatoncethatIhadnotthankedhimforthisgreatassistance.Itriedtoovertakehim,butcouldnotgetonquicklyenough;mylegsfailedme,andIcameneartumblingonmyface.Hewentfartherandfartherawayfromme.Igaveuptheattempt;thoughtofcallingafterhim,butdarednot;andwhenafterallIdidmusterupcourageenoughandcalledonceortwice,hewasalreadyattoogreatadistance,andmyvoicehadbecometooweak.
Iwasleftstandingonthepavement,gazingafterhim.Iweptquietlyandsilently."Ineversawthelike!"Isaidtomyself."Hegavemehalf-a-sovereign."Iwalkedbackandplacedmyselfwherehehadstood,imitatedallhismovementsheldthehalf-sovereignuptomymoistenedeyes,inspecteditonbothsides,andbegantoswear—toswearatthetopofmyvoice,thattherewasnomannerofdoubtthatwhatIheldinmyhandwashalf-a-sovereign.Anhourafter,maybe—averylonghour,forithadgrownverysilentallaroundme—Istood,singularlyenough,outsideNo.11Tomtegaden.