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Chapter 3
"Iwasonthepointofcryingather,‘Don’tyouhearthem?’Theduskwasrepeatingtheminapersistentwhisperallaroundus,inawhisperthatseemedtoswellmenacinglylikethefirstwhisperofarisingwind.‘Thehorror!Thehorror!’
"‘Hislastword—tolivewith,’sheinsisted.‘Don’tyouunderstandIlovedhim—Ilovedhim—Ilovedhim!’
"Ipulledmyselftogetherandspokeslowly.
"‘Thelastwordhepronouncedwas—yourname.’
"Iheardalightsighandthenmyheartstoodstill,stoppeddeadshortbyanexultingandterriblecry,bythecryofinconceivabletriumphandofunspeakablepain.‘Iknewit—Iwassure!’...Sheknew.Shewassure.Iheardherweeping;shehadhiddenherfaceinherhands.ItseemedtomethatthehousewouldcollapsebeforeIcouldescape,thattheheavenswouldfalluponmyhead.Butnothinghappened.Theheavensdonotfallforsuchatrifle.Wouldtheyhavefallen,Iwonder,ifIhadrenderedKurtzthatjusticewhichwashisdue?Hadn’thesaidhewantedonlyjustice?ButIcouldn’t.Icouldnottellher.Itwouldhavebeentoodark—toodarkaltogether..."
Marlowceased,andsatapart,indistinctandsilent,intheposeofameditatingBuddha.Nobodymovedforatime."Wehavelostthefirstoftheebb,"saidtheDirectorsuddenly.Iraisedmyhead.Theoffingwasbarredbyablackbankofclouds,andthetranquilwaterwayleadingtotheuttermostendsoftheearthflowedsombreunderanovercastsky—seemedtoleadintotheheartofanimmensedarkness.