Портрет художника в юности
Chapter 4
TheechoesofcertainexpressionsusedinClongowessoundedinremotecavesofhismind.
Hisearswerelisteningtothesedistantechoesamidthesilenceoftheparlourwhenhebecameawarethatthepriestwasaddressinghiminadifferentvoice.
—Isentforyoutoday,Stephen,becauseIwishedtospeaktoyouonaveryimportantsubject.
—Yes,sir.
—Haveyoueverfeltthatyouhadavocation?
Stephenpartedhislipstoansweryesandthenwithheldthewordsuddenly.Thepriestwaitedfortheanswerandadded:
—Imean,haveyoueverfeltwithinyourself,inyoursoul,adesiretojointheorder?Think.
—Ihavesometimesthoughtofit,saidStephen.
Thepriestlettheblindcordfalltoonesideand,unitinghishands,leanedhischingravelyuponthem,communingwithhimself.
—Inacollegelikethis,hesaidatlength,thereisoneboyorperhapstwoorthreeboyswhomGodcallstothereligiouslife.Suchaboyismarkedofffromhiscompanionsbyhispiety,bythegoodexampleheshowstoothers.Heislookeduptobythem;heischosenperhapsasprefectbyhisfellowsodalists.Andyou,Stephen,havebeensuchaboyinthiscollege,prefectofOurBlessedLady’ssodality.PerhapsyouaretheboyinthiscollegewhomGoddesignstocalltoHimself.
Astrongnoteofpridereinforcingthegravityofthepriest’svoicemadeStephen’sheartquickeninresponse.