Портрет художника в юности
Chapter 2
Theystreamedupwardsbeforehisanguishedeyesindenseandmaddeningfumesandpassedawayabovehimtillatlasttheairwasclearandcoldagain.
Afilmstillveiledhiseyesbuttheyburnednolonger.Apower,akintothatwhichhadoftenmadeangerorresentmentfallfromhim,broughthisstepstorest.Hestoodstillandgazedupatthesombreporchofthemorgueandfromthattothedarkcobbledlanewayatitsside.HesawthewordLOTTSonthewallofthelaneandbreathedslowlytherankheavyair.
Thatishorsepissandrottedstraw,hethought.Itisagoododourtobreathe.Itwillcalmmyheart.Myheartisquitecalmnow.Iwillgoback.
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StephenwasonceagainseatedbesidehisfatherinthecornerofarailwaycarriageatKingsbridge.HewastravellingwithhisfatherbythenightmailtoCork.AsthetrainsteamedoutofthestationherecalledhischildishwonderofyearsbeforeandeveryeventofhisfirstdayatClongowes.Buthefeltnowondernow.Hesawthedarkeninglandsslippingawaypasthim,thesilenttelegraph-polespassinghiswindowswiftlyeveryfourseconds,thelittleglimmeringstations,mannedbyafewsilentsentries,flungbythemailbehindherandtwinklingforamomentinthedarknesslikefierygrainsflungbackwardsbyarunner.
