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           HecouldhearthebandplayingTHELILYOFKILLARNEYandknewthatinafewmomentsthecurtainwouldgoup.Hefeltnostagefrightbutthethoughtoftheparthehadtoplayhumiliatedhim.Aremembranceofsomeofhislinesmadeasuddenflushrisetohispaintedcheeks.Hesawherseriousalluringeyeswatchinghimfromamongtheaudienceandtheirimageatoncesweptawayhisscruples,leavinghiswillcompact.Anothernatureseemedtohavebeenlenthim:theinfectionoftheexcitementandyouthabouthimenteredintoandtransformedhismoodymistrustfulness.Foroneraremomentheseemedtobeclothedintherealapparelofboyhood:and,ashestoodinthewingsamongtheotherplayers,hesharedthecommonmirthamidwhichthedropscenewashauledupwardsbytwoable-bodiedpriestswithviolentjerksandallawry.

           Afewmomentsafterhefoundhimselfonthestageamidthegarishgasandthedimscenery,actingbeforetheinnumerablefacesofthevoid.Itsurprisedhimtoseethattheplaywhichhehadknownatrehearsalsforadisjointedlifelessthinghadsuddenlyassumedalifeofitsown.Itseemednowtoplayitself,heandhisfellowactorsaidingitwiththeirparts.Whenthecurtainfellonthelastsceneheheardthevoidfilledwithapplauseand,throughariftinasidescene,sawthesimplebodybeforewhichhehadactedmagicallydeformed,thevoidoffacesbreakingatallpointsandfallingasunderintobusygroups.