Дети железной дороги
The terrible secret.
"Bobbie,doyouthinkPeterandPhilareFORGETTINGFather?"
"NO,"saidBobbie,indignantly."Why?"
"Younoneofyoueverspeakofhimnow."
Bobbiestoodfirstononelegandthenontheother.
"Weoftentalkabouthimwhenwe’rebyourselves,"shesaid.
"Butnottome,"saidMother."Why?"
Bobbiedidnotfinditeasytosaywhy.
"I—you—"shesaidandstopped.Shewentovertothewindowandlookedout.
"Bobbie,comehere,"saidherMother,andBobbiecame.
"Now,"saidMother,puttingherarmroundBobbieandlayingherruffledheadagainstBobbie’sshoulder,"trytotellme,dear."
Bobbiefidgeted.
"TellMother."
"Well,then,"saidBobbie,"IthoughtyouweresounhappyaboutDaddynotbeinghere,itmadeyouworsewhenItalkedabouthim.SoIstoppeddoingit."
"Andtheothers?"
"Idon’tknowabouttheothers,"saidBobbie."IneversaidanythingaboutTHATtothem.ButIexpecttheyfeltthesameaboutitasme."
"Bobbiedear,"saidMother,stillleaningherheadagainsther,"I’lltellyou.BesidespartingfromFather,heandIhavehadagreatsorrow—oh,terrible—worsethananythingyoucanthinkof,andatfirstitdidhurttohearyoualltalkingofhimasifeverythingwerejustthesame.Butitwouldbemuchmoreterribleifyouweretoforgethim.